Discovering my life~

I first stepped into this year shaking, trembling of the fear for PMR. Part of them, with a slight of excitement, I have been carried through this whole year by God's blessing and mercy.

January, I was being adapted to these new so called "Form 3 -enviroment". I was looking for clubs for me to join. Also, the church duties are always keep my schedule full without fail. At the first, every Friday is the Boys' Brigade's band practise time...I would join the practise as I'd committed. As for Sat, BB meeting. NO tuition, or else my body could tear apart into 10^n parts...==

Felt into Feb without knowing and the trial examinations are keep marching forward to me. So, advice from me, BRACE YOURSELVES! Be prepared for the projects! HIstory, Science,KH, BM, BI...Arh! Better finish them in 3 months time. Or else...you would probably be and non-stop working machine. By that moment, I wasn't preparing anything for PMR yet. Why? I guess I wasn't in the study mood.

March! What I'd done during that period, I don't really remember...Oh yea! The school project were really driving me CRAZY!! This is also the month I joined the BOSL(Board of Student Librarian). Much more crazy I was because there were too much for me to memorise! All the committee and EXCOs and the pledge! What a "pleasure"!

Now I give you the April...Same...Projects, studies, BB, church! Whoooooo, got rid of them...By God's help.

May...lecturer came to school to give us lecture about some knowledge about BM.

The same things keep repeated untill PMR came...Sat for PMR...AND DONE!

The rest of the year I was just playing around, try to relax myself anf figuring out what was my plan for this year...

All these moments I am keep moving my body aroung my church, too many events for me to involve in. Also, learning PS CS4 took part of my time away, even though...I had learnt nothing. It's too complicated! Too many functions and features that tie notes over my brain...>.<

Alright...Thinking about Christmas this holy birthday of J.C...I truely felt sorry. All these years, people are celebrating Christmas globally without knowing why we celebrate it. They thought Santa Claus is the main character of the Christmas. But is it so? Christmas is all about the birth of our Lord, J.C! Without His birth to this earth, we could not gain the eternal salvation! Why are you guys(well, not all of you...)keep thinking that santa with the deers would please you by giving you guys presents? Well, tu be honest, I think Santa is to be created for CASH. Sad, this is the world means...But, to be a positive-thinking person...J.C is the best!

Wow, it had been a log while since the last post I have not touch my "bloggie". However, I can't see a single speck of dust! Awesome isn't it? Sweat... Well, you see, my life is really struggling. Not to say it's very very serious, but it's enough for me to be concern about.

Recently, I feel that I am getting bored within my Blue-Life(hope you understand). Things are getting more usual and common. Wonder this is good or bad? In another word, Things are recycling in the same way in my routine. So, what should I do about it? Well, I decided to stop my committment to BB just for a little while and start looking for a whole new journey which i hope to be more meaningful and interesting.

It's astonishing for me to know that water rockets building are quite fun though. As the process were to be hard and challeging, I actually love this kind of feeling. Why? Right, why? I feel that I can learn so many things by putting my heart into it as though I am doing it for God.

Wonder road, where you're heading?
Wonder road, are you going to wonder land?
Wonder road, are you bringing me success?
Wonder road, so be it, God.
Brightness and hope are infront,
run, run, run,
run along the wonder road,
run to the altar,
and you shall meet by the leading of the Lord.

Before giving out my point of views, please note that I am not trying to tease, insult or hurt anyone. I am just shouting it all out from my heart.

As far as I concern, all the mothers on the earth give birth to their children after about 9 months of pregnant. I am pretty sure that parents love their own children more than anyone else. Hence, for the sick of your children, stop argue in front of your children! Nowadays the quality of the teenagers is deterioring, why? One of the factors is that the children live in a family that wars are going on every moment! Argue and criticize each other seem to be act of hurting your children( much more efficient than canning).

Me, as a child of my parents, I do feel hurt when they're arguing( especially during the examinations period). I am always concern about my family. My attention will be destrected even when there tiny crack in between my family members.

Argue acts like an assinate and it kills your children little by little. In the name of Jesus, I chase you out of my house, my enviroment!

God bless...