Discovering my life~

Everyone is not perfect. No matter newborns or young kids or teenagers, adults and whatever. I don't blame. Because this is why Jesus was dying for. In my life, I'd meet all kinds of people, well, it might not be as much as you think, but it is still a lot.

I found that teenagers nowdays are to be too matured. What I meant by "matured" is that they began a relatioship with a girl/boy. Yes, I do know this is normal, and by the time I comment about this,they will judge me like criminal...Well, at the point of my view, we should began the relation at the age of 20++. The objective is always the same, that is to get married in Christ. Sometimes, we need a partner(diffeerent gender) to share our sadness, proudness, or even experiences. Just keep the relation as partner or a very good friend I would say. Life is very abstract. When the time comes with God's will, we will go on to the other destination. Success is not destination, neither excellent. They are to be obtained from progressess. According to the Law of Attraction, When you think of something you want, you will get it someday. Somehow, me as a christian, reject lots of theories. I reject the chinese "pantang" and got misunderstood with the relatives. However, I stand on my ground firmly. I would change if God wants me to. It's not that I'm the person that does everything according to my religion, keep following rules and ceremony. I am not. Seriously, I thought that why God wants us to worship Him? Well, time flows...got to go now...BYE~

I first stepped into this year shaking, trembling of the fear for PMR. Part of them, with a slight of excitement, I have been carried through this whole year by God's blessing and mercy.

January, I was being adapted to these new so called "Form 3 -enviroment". I was looking for clubs for me to join. Also, the church duties are always keep my schedule full without fail. At the first, every Friday is the Boys' Brigade's band practise time...I would join the practise as I'd committed. As for Sat, BB meeting. NO tuition, or else my body could tear apart into 10^n parts...==

Felt into Feb without knowing and the trial examinations are keep marching forward to me. So, advice from me, BRACE YOURSELVES! Be prepared for the projects! HIstory, Science,KH, BM, BI...Arh! Better finish them in 3 months time. Or else...you would probably be and non-stop working machine. By that moment, I wasn't preparing anything for PMR yet. Why? I guess I wasn't in the study mood.

March! What I'd done during that period, I don't really remember...Oh yea! The school project were really driving me CRAZY!! This is also the month I joined the BOSL(Board of Student Librarian). Much more crazy I was because there were too much for me to memorise! All the committee and EXCOs and the pledge! What a "pleasure"!

Now I give you the April...Same...Projects, studies, BB, church! Whoooooo, got rid of them...By God's help.

May...lecturer came to school to give us lecture about some knowledge about BM.

The same things keep repeated untill PMR came...Sat for PMR...AND DONE!

The rest of the year I was just playing around, try to relax myself anf figuring out what was my plan for this year...

All these moments I am keep moving my body aroung my church, too many events for me to involve in. Also, learning PS CS4 took part of my time away, even though...I had learnt nothing. It's too complicated! Too many functions and features that tie notes over my brain...>.<

Alright...Thinking about Christmas this holy birthday of J.C...I truely felt sorry. All these years, people are celebrating Christmas globally without knowing why we celebrate it. They thought Santa Claus is the main character of the Christmas. But is it so? Christmas is all about the birth of our Lord, J.C! Without His birth to this earth, we could not gain the eternal salvation! Why are you guys(well, not all of you...)keep thinking that santa with the deers would please you by giving you guys presents? Well, tu be honest, I think Santa is to be created for CASH. Sad, this is the world means...But, to be a positive-thinking person...J.C is the best!